It's been a bit of a struggle, really. Jemma's been sort of adrift, muddled between doing nothing and doing everything, and she's not sure which way she wants to go. There are definite problems here; Demelza had been the prime indicator of that, but it's only a symptom and not the cause in and of itself. She's been trying to figure out how to fix it, and overriding a lot more than that was how to fix everything else.
How to fix whatever in the world was going on with her and Fitz, for one. So she's been pacing, introducing odd wear patterns into her rug, she's sure, and she pities whomever is her downstairs neighbor, but ultimately she comes to one solution.
She's going to need to talk through this - both of the things, both of the problems, and then the additional issue of what she needs to do with herself -- with Fitz. She does, because she's always better with a sounding board.
That, and she misses him terribly.
So it's a short walk, and she does hesitate in front of his door before she carefully knocks, taking a deep breath as she smiles. The smile isn't because she's happy, but because she's acutely aware that things between them are hardly typical and she wants to start off on the right foot.
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How to fix whatever in the world was going on with her and Fitz, for one. So she's been pacing, introducing odd wear patterns into her rug, she's sure, and she pities whomever is her downstairs neighbor, but ultimately she comes to one solution.
She's going to need to talk through this - both of the things, both of the problems, and then the additional issue of what she needs to do with herself -- with Fitz. She does, because she's always better with a sounding board.
That, and she misses him terribly.
So it's a short walk, and she does hesitate in front of his door before she carefully knocks, taking a deep breath as she smiles. The smile isn't because she's happy, but because she's acutely aware that things between them are hardly typical and she wants to start off on the right foot.